the four right chords can make me cry

and it's true. but I've taken it all in my stride.

yesterday went for Fadz birthday dinner! oh... it was so GOOD to meet everyone again. Made me realise that something's been missing. The divisions are as obvious as ever, the fault lines may even be deepening. but i don't care, I was just happy to be there. oh, and fadz and joanne are so sweet lah =)

kinda disappointed that I didn't really talk to fadz much. had so much to say, but at the same time, nothing to say to him at all. the insurmountable inbetween. so sad, the way things go. but fadz is and always will be a great friend and special to me.

made a new friend! Liwern! Always been kinda scared to talk to her, but she's really nice, we took the same bus. I wonder how many nice ppl out there i don't know cos i'm too scared to talk to them. Billions.

today had by God-sent tuition no.1! and paid instantly on the spot too =) i testify here that God provides for me! don't really know what to do with them, they are not as on as my other kid and they don't have many questions or problems. only downside is... lesson starts at 8:30am saturday morning... which means.... 7 days a week i gotta be up early! eye-bags, here I come! maybe time to get a nice big pair of sunglasses...

sigh. sadly, had to drag myself to school for tutorial, and my parents refused to send me. that means... 1.5 hour bus ride. but it was pretty good, I really enjoyed today's class! we had this simulation game, one half of the class is philippines, the other half is singapore, and we were supposed to negotiate the formation of an economic advisory board. quite intriguing, diplomacy, trying to maintain the balance between grovelling and self-preservation. Once again, having second thoughts about life science, maybe political science or IR would have been better? (last night liwern was so puzzled that i didnt go for med or law, and i found i couldnt furnish her with a compelling reason myself).

argh... think i really AM suffering from MRS (mushroom rejection syndrome). I ate WAY too many mushrooms for dinner... starting to feel a bit sick and pukish.

2 days till driving lesson.

i shall leave you with quotes of the day.

becky to dad: "you eat your vile creation by yourself!"

dad to becky (in response to the question, "why didnt YOU join manhunt then?") : "Give others a chance."

posted by beckyboo @ 11:03 PM